

my heart spills out my mouthhemorrhage emotion until the edges of the words rub together & the letters question their very own meaning; spin the world on its shuddering axis & remember how the boundaries & the hate cannot be viewed from space; turn me upside down on the playground equipment hanging from my knees until the lies & the maggots swirling in my stomach all spill out of my mouth & --my heart spills out my mouth
(remind me how these parenthetical endings are all the goodbyes i don't quite know how to make.)


you still can't hear melisten. to. me.you still can't hear me
scrawl my heart into the pink floral wallpaper and turn it dark with the blood running over, the crimson mess oozing down all the little white daisies and bright yellow sunshine roses because this is what (real)ity) is until (i scream & i scream and) i scream until you claw & you claw at your ears but you can't cover your ears like you always hid your eyes away (from me) because i couldn't get you to l i s t e n
any. other. way.


and we are trappedyou're just a pawn for a greater evil you don't understand, in the early blue morning light of an autumn day you can't comprehend;and we are trapped
we sit between grey brick walls, and think "hate this place" and draw silly drawings of the lives we'll never lead and the dreams we'll never feed
anyway.


pour your heart into Nothingpour out your heart between the rotting yellow stars; her smile glimmers like diamonds & denial and the confusion is burning acid in my stomach. chimeras of hope & jaded illusions of happiness dancing like a circus show before my eyes, a fanciful parade of wishes, wanna-be's, and lies and i'm choking back the darkness as it rises from my gut.pour your heart into Nothing
("don't fall, little one; the truth is a sinkhole & they say it never stops.")
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Oh taj mahal...
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Help my friend *Adella stop a wedding [link]
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is 穷得叮当响 - still happy though :]
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Help my friend *Adella stop a wedding [link]
Your rats are cute =]
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~ Everyone has the power to make others happy. Some do it by entering the room, others by leaving it ~
and thanks
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